It’s been so long since I’ve been here regularly that I’ve forgotten how to add a picture. Must get around to that.
So Crazy Land is over a year away now. My conversations about work are considerably less interesting than they used to be. I’m now a worker drone for the State and, despite what everyone thinks, it’s demanding in its own weird way. My area is particularly hard-pressed right now and I’ve only been in this job for a month. I’m an HR Specialist, not that means anything to anyone. I started here as a temp last June and got this permanent gig after an unofficial try-out.
The temp job was demoralizing, depressing and, frankly, could probably have been done by someone with rudimentary intelligence. I spent every last bit of my time every day either filing, alphabetizing or putting together new hire packets. Within a month or so, when nothing more demanding appeared on the horizon, I knew it wasn’t going to be a sucessful long-term career move.
The big question is, does anybody here actually read applications? I don’t mean to complain too much, because at least I had a job when so many others would have taken it and been truly grateful. However, neither my temp supervisor or my new, improved permanent supervisor seem to have any inkling that I worked in the private sector and, that at one point, I was responsible for the day-to-day management of a company. I’m baffled. But then, having spent years in Crazy Land, this is not a new experience for me.
I spend half of my lunch time meditating and, unfortunately, the time has come for me to sit in a conference room and simply be for 20 minutes. And I have so much to tell….not the least of which is the great story of how I left my post. The trouble that rained down on me is still a topic of conversation amongst my co-workers.
Hang on, there’s more to come. It’s nice to be back.

so glad you’re back.
Comment by boubou — May 1, 2010 @ 8:10 am
Hey Love,
I was reading my feed reader, trying wade through over 1000 headlines and suddenly here you are!
You are the only one of the many bloggers that I still have in my mind and heart so that makes you VERY special; at least in my book.
I left a note on your facebook page/wall or maybe it was emailed to you, I’m not sure. I pretty much stay away from Facebook and pretty much everywhere else, both online and in person.
I just wanted to let you know I’ve had you on my mind a lot and just seeing your name on the Google Feedreader put a big smile on my face.
I love you and hope to hear from you somewhere. I know you’ve been going through some bad times and I just wish we’d been able to get closer.
Peace, love and understanding.
Comment by RubyShooZ — May 19, 2010 @ 10:01 pm